Just back from pangkor, and it was great. . . have alot nice food and great advanture games. . . . . ..but this is not the topic i wanna tell, it is about myself having this em0ti0n about sadness. . . . i want to let people trust me in everything. . . .having a dreams of full of miricals. . . .just banishes away. . . .loving and caring somebody so badly bring you to the end of dead lines. . . .i wanna express my feelings but i wont do these kind of things anymore. . . .sometimes you need to give up the best things that you have in you life right now. . . .because god have it's own time and date. . . . .you wont get to hide or run away from the problem you are facing now or later. . . .no matter how you still need to face the problem's that everyone has. . . .for me, i always look's moody because something is bothering me. . . and i will start to think non sense. . . .
Yeah, I am em0ti0nal and i always want to cry when im having problems or something that is really making me very sad. . . .but i cant do that because i really nid to control myself from doing stupid things. . . .for now im 18. . . . .start to have the feeling that everyone dont like me because of my stupid attitude. . . .and idiotic character. . . .because i always try to be friendly but i just ended up hurting people feelings. . . .for now i am in my ultimate decission. . . .i just dont want to bother anybody. . . . .trying to change number and even trying to change myself character. . . .I really want to cry badly because i fail god alot of times. . . .fail in everything. . . .trying to be the no.1 guy but still a piece of loser. . . . .
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
I very sad....
Even thoe i like this girl, i guess that she wont like me at all.....i just want her to trust me in everything.....
I dont feel any supporting people beside me anymore........
Start to give up hope......
Dont want be Em0 but starting to be.....
God bless my life and i go rune it again and again......
My heart keep on having a heart of cryingness.......
Will anybody trust me?.............
I dont feel any supporting people beside me anymore........
Start to give up hope......
Dont want be Em0 but starting to be.....
God bless my life and i go rune it again and again......
My heart keep on having a heart of cryingness.......
Will anybody trust me?.............
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