tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54352939602298807832012-02-16T02:13:20.415-08:00Nickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06168630954123873239noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5435293960229880783.post-29521125317894129552008-01-02T07:54:00.000-08:002008-01-02T08:08:28.963-08:00Just back from pangkor, and it was great. . . have alot nice food and great advanture games. . . . . ..but this is not the topic i wanna tell, it is about myself having this em0ti0n about sadness. . . . i want to let people trust me in everything. . . .having a dreams of full of miricals. . . .just banishes away. . . .loving and caring somebody so badly bring you to the end of dead lines. . . .i wanna express my feelings but i wont do these kind of things anymore. . . .sometimes you need to give up the best things that you have in you life right now. . . .because god have it's own time and date. . . . .you wont get to hide or run away from the problem you are facing now or later. . . .no matter how you still need to face the problem's that everyone has. . . .for me, i always look's moody because something is bothering me. . . and i will start to think non sense. . . .<br /><br />Yeah, I am em0ti0nal and i always want to cry when im having problems or something that is really making me very sad. . . .but i cant do that because i really nid to control myself from doing stupid things. . . .for now im 18. . . . .start to have the feeling that everyone dont like me because of my stupid attitude. . . .and idiotic character. . . .because i always try to be friendly but i just ended up hurting people feelings. . . .for now i am in my ultimate decission. . . .i just dont want to bother anybody. . . . .trying to change number and even trying to change myself character. . . .I really want to cry badly because i fail god alot of times. . . .fail in everything. . . .trying to be the no.1 guy but still a piece of loser. . . . .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5435293960229880783-2952112531789412955?l=jayz-nick.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06168630954123873239noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5435293960229880783.post-69759110815184447862008-01-02T07:46:00.000-08:002008-01-02T07:52:55.176-08:00Even thoe i like this girl, i guess that she wont like me at all.....i just want her to trust me in everything.....<br /><br />I dont feel any supporting people beside me anymore........<br /><br />Start to give up hope......<br /><br />Dont want be Em0 but starting to be.....<br /><br />God bless my life and i go rune it again and again......<br /><br />My heart keep on having a heart of cryingness.......<br /><br />Will anybody trust me?.............<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5435293960229880783-6975911081518444786?l=jayz-nick.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06168630954123873239noreply@blogger.com1